Category Archives: Higher Consciousness

Where is God?

Where is God? How can I connect with the Divine?
And what is the point in connecting anyway?

These questions are not about a white-bearded father figure who towers high above the clouds, but about the subtle force that is greater than every thing and which doesn‘t fit into the parameters of human logic and physical mechanics. The benevolent and powerful intelligence in the universe, which you may suspect exists, or which you may already know and are guided by in your life. We can call it also pure (or divine) consciousness.

The thing is that our connection with supreme source is a normal state of being. It is our inherent birthright. That it is forgotten, doubted and questioned, or seen and sold as something special, just shows how misguided humans are.

Most people live within a fog of limiting beliefs and concepts, based on ancestral, social and religious conditioning, which rule out the possibility of having a divine connection with ease and grace. In addition to this, a numbed nervous system due to an unhealthy lifestyle and lifefocus adds to the dilemma of feeling disconnected. And when the ability to perceive supreme source is blocked, naturally most people doubt its existence (let alone recognise that ‘god’ is in everything and everyone!). Apart from not knowing how to re-activate and finetune their inner perception antennae, they do not even consider it. Continue reading

A Clean Slate – Tabula rasa

In this post I stick again to my own experience, do not quote other sources or generalise my insights as valid truths for other beings. Therefore I won’t begin with ‘we’, but ‘me’.

Over the years I have learned that I am much more than what my rational mind and five senses try to make me belief. The intellect is helpful as a tool to plan, organise, finetune and implement ideas, but every time I re-member aspects of my soul and spirit, and the vastness of existence, a set of rather different antennae of perception is in charge. To give you an example (natural / unaided meditation):

Outside the Universe: The below image is my digital sketch of what I got to see during a meditation, several years ago. I was in a realm that felt like the edge of the Universe. I entered a vacuum-like space – empty yet in terms of consciousness it is ‘pure potentiality’ – and moved towards the rim of a funnel-like shape. Looking from the edge into the funnel I saw a huge deep space opening in which I found the entire Universe with galaxies and star systems. Upon diving in and focusing closer, I saw planets and also Earth, but only as super-tiny far-away dots.
From the vast infinite stillness outside the Universe happened a swift shift and move into my bone fibres. Suddenly my awareness travelled through them as if they were colonnades or a promenade.
Getting stretched between macro and micro, and guided within a frequency that allows those extremes was on the challenging side, especially for the physical body. Breathing was difficult. Body felt not adequate, too small and dense, and got parked.
Accepting and holding this space and the contrasts, eventually lead me to an inner state of void, yet it felt as if the Universe was in my heart. Like pure infinity and potentiality in me. And me in it. 


I would also like to share an episode from a comprehensive experience in unity consciousness (a decade ago). The inner pictures I received were breathtakingly beautiful, incredibly clear and powerful. I bathed in feelings of unlimited reason-less  joy, love and witnessed the non-stop flow of creativity. It felt like roaming existence on the wings of pure consciousness. I remember how I observed the inner revelation and unfoldment in awe and open mouthed. And then, after this trance-like state, it was really hard to endure the lack of adequate media for expressing what I had discovered. No language, no sound, no picture could convey my experience.

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Ascetic or Exuberant Awakening?


inner void in the awakening

This post is inspired by the ‘intensely tranquil’ inner world of a handful of women who live between Europe and Asia. These women have been purifying themselves spiritually for many years (through sadhana and healing work) and are now in a state of neutral inner silence.

They describe it also as an inner emptiness, an introverted state of being without any wishes or interests, yet awake and present, and connected to nature. They are in a deep quietude and have no impulse to do something, no attachments, no emotions or desires. They feel free from the common object-subject-separations and good-vs-bad-judgements, and have zero resonance with the usual identification models (both the secular and the spiritual). Continue reading

King of Darkness & Goddess of Light

light infusion

In autumn 2017 I witnessed how the King of Darkness begged to be taken to Supreme Source. He was fighting with the Goddess of Light. Reason being, that he wanted to marry her to facilitate his salvation and merger with the Supreme Light.
He cried out in desperation and explained his exhaustion from all the dark work he did for such a long time. He believed that the Goddess was his only bridge to liberation. So he insisted on tying the knot with her. In fact he had been following her and fighting with her over lifetimes.
The Goddess of Light had no interest in marrying him. Understandably. She was weary of all his interferences and sabotage attempts.
Hearing the King‘s heartfelt desire to leave his role, the luminous Goddess could not help but open her heart though. She forgave him and activated her special contacts with Supreme Light. Together with the Absolute she created a massive light passageway for the King of Darkness, so he could be lifted up and move on. The dissolution happened instantly, calmly and dignified. Across all times, spaces and dimensions.
The Goddess of Light sensed a sigh of relief from beings across the entire Universe. Lo and behold, a new era without the King of Darkness has begun! Everyone knew that from now on, Supreme Light had a clear, undisturbed path onto Earth and its inhabitants.
Divine right order can be restored. Even though a lot of work is needed to clear up the mess which the dark left behind, we have good reasons to be optimistic. With joined forces and clear intentions we will establish harmony and joy on Earth. 
Here is to discernment, love, truth, purity and joy. 

After a Consciousness Shift

1Have you processed a lot recently and made a big consciousness shift very fast? Discomfort does not have to be, but can be, a part of your journey. Do you feel lost and empty now? Do you have a lack of orientation while your subtle bodies and physical body are aligning and assimilating the shift? You might sense that the old is not resonating anymore, but the new is not in sight yet. People, places and circumstances might phase out or explode out of your life. What you once appreciated (e.g. certain teachings, traditions, books, media, food, clothes, people and places), is rather off putting now. This can be disturbing and unsettling, no doubt. But be assured, you are not alone with this phenomenon.

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Mystic Tool : The Trident

trishul mountain range
This information streamed through me upon asking Highest Supreme Consciousness about the power of the trident, also called Trishul. 
Promemoria: The trident is said to be the weapon of Poseidon (or Neptune) the god of the sea in classical mythology. In Hindu mythology it is the sacred weapon of Shiva (but also Durga), known as trishula (Sanskrit for triple-spear). In Greek, Roman and Hindu mythology, the trident is said to have the power of control over the ocean.

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